day & night collisions

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within the space of solitary, there will still be company.

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《沉睡的青春》 ，《渺渺》

 

thirteen more hours, i wish myself luck here. till then !

actually.... i'm scared about tomorrow's interview. i can't even think and do homework now, i think my portfolio......really sucks.

share your favourite fragrances!
( p/s i wish to have all the editions of daisy ~)

tomorrow will be a better day.

thinking of how to convince the dad to get a leica compact at the end of the year while studying for ss..........trying not to be tense for exams

it was a fantastic night.

 

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this is going to be a long entry.
i thought i was having a really tough week last week, but never expected this week to be so...rough. I was feeling really frustrated on a Tuesday, i was unclear of what i was doing after recess. Even when i submitted my physics test, my classmate was so shocked, he asked me," xinying,why you put all answers in fractions?" My mere reply was, "Did I?" So i went back home alone and slept four hours straight. Then the flu and sore throat sets in. Thr bathroom lights became faulty and the picture i had above my bed fell. I thought, " non-living things feel me, why can't you?" However, i had the sweetest girl on earth to send me messages before i went to bed.

It was a Wednesday when i went to school. I looked up at the sky, and i saw a crescent moon with stars(probably sattelites). "Oh my, hope today turns out good." Probably the best day, really. I was joyful, somehow, throughout the whole day until 9pm before i left school. I had recess with the clique. It was wonderful, i thought i was back to fourteen. I spent probably 4 hours in the class doing honework after school. I enjoyed, even no one talked to me. But some, probably almost stranger-classmates which kind of cracked me up for the day. I had dinner with S&S. Same so familiar faces, and i laughed so hard during the night study programme.

It was today, when i felt sick, really sick. The habit has been inhabited in me since last year, that i would stay in classroom to pretend i was arranging my files even though i am starving. Recess in the canteen would never be the same without the good ol' ones with you. I somehow skipped recess probably every single day. I nosebled today again, probably the third consecutive times this week, and the bloodstream seemed to flow backwards, into my throat. I thought we could go home earlier today after maths, but english& physics teacher just had to do it. By then, the pain in my gastric was so intolerable but still i had to stay in class after lessons. However, something cheered me up when i was heading back home.
There was an uncle riding a red scooter with the old school scooter hat. Behind him, probably his wife/his girlfriend with her hand over his waist. He rode past me, and i stood under the scorching sun for five seconds before i continue.
Walking back home, i saw an ambulance and i thought it would be great if i just collapsed in front of it. I had a nap and i feel better now.

Probably going on until june:
Mon- physics after school lessons, tuition at night
Tuesday- art
Wednesday- physics h.o.p.e in the noon
Thursday- tuition at night (probably putting in art in the noon)
Friday- stupid chinese with that fucked up female retired teacher, and h.o.p.e at night

So packed, and i'm here typing. I really felt the need to type, have to go for tuition & probably chemistry revision & geog after tution at 10.